I can relate, somewhat... i am looking for a new place because my boyfriend and I are fighting all the time now... I think I've run us into the ground by being depressed from him being busy all the time; which makes me hate myself for feeling that way, and of course, he doesn't want to be around someone who is so turbulent; and somehow, the solution is me moving out, and learning to live by myself, which I think will depress me even more. I can barely afford to move out and I don't even have a car, so how will I get to my job? Etc...

I think it will suck balls, and most of my friends don't even have a clue about what is going on in my life, because I hide it all from everybody. It sucks because my life as I know it feels like it is falling apart... and I know that time is the only thing that can heal it. And I can't wait for time to start passing so I can get over it. But, whatever.
Anyway, you are not alone. Sorry for the rant, but I am going crazy (if you can' tell). GOOD LUCK.