unemployment blows
so i thought that the way to find a job was apply everywhere you can possibly think of, follow up every application with a phone call and try to schedule an interview, go to all interviews and wow them and then you get a job, right?

so what am i doing wrong?

i've gotten to the point where i have literally begged whoever i am being interviewed by for the position. this whole lack of a job thing is ruining my life. i already lost my boyfriend, i don't want my best friend to leave me for the same reason although sarah loves me more than reid did, so i don't think that will happen any time soon, but i can already tell she's getting annoyed at my lack of money and i don't want to be dependent on anyone for the rest of my life.

qdoba was a bust. provence never called me back again, but their "help wanted" sign is still in the window. bosco's hasn't called me back after going in there twice for a job. harris teeter said it'd probably be two weeks before i heard anything from them. i went to the hr offices for vanderbilt and they said all i can do is wait for someone to call. paige said the produce place would be hiring soon but her manager told me otherwise. no one at borders can give me a straight answer as to whether or not they're hiring, but i've applied online and left my name and number with them three times now. cafe coco is apparently hiring so i'm gonna go over there and apply after the lunch rush is over.

anybody else got any other ideas?

i need a job in the west nashville area because my car has a flat tire and sarah uses her car to get to and from work already so i'd be commuting by bicycle at least for the first two or three paychecks until i can get my car fixed. besides, i really don't want a job that pays me next to nothing and have to spend half of my paycheck on gas. i'm sick of cars and recently i've begun to feel like i could get anywhere in nashville on a bicycle (not my stingray, i've been borrowing reid's cruiser but i want to save up and build a really efficient road bike) and i really miss the convenience of getting my daily exercise on the way to and from work everyday.

anyways, in the meantime between finding a job and drinking myself to sleep every night, it'd be really nice to have some company. sarah still gets free admission to any movie (up to four tickets including herself) at the green hills regal so if you want to come see a movie with us, please call me. also, our apartment is waaay cozier and less stinky now that reid's moved, so if you just want to come over and drink or watch movies, play video games or whatever, i'm always up for that. i just simply cannot stand being alone all day like i have been recently. it's not helping me get over my depression at all. i need to feel loved and wanted, if you please.